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Reflections

by Litost

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1.
Rage 04:48
Hanging with my buddy jack about to crack a bottle
 Living for today I ain't thinkin bout tomorrow
 Drink and piss my problems away drowning in regret
 Thought that I would grow up but it hasn't happened yet Tonight I'll drink the pain away Six drinks in and I'm feeling pretty numb
 Never stopped to wonder bout the man that I've become 
I'm tryna kill the pain and drown out all of the emotions
 Never cared a bit just going thru the motions Tonight we rage until the dawn Let’s rage - let’s go
 Let’s drink til we don’t know
 What’s right - what’s wrong 
Until the break of dawn Alcohol is like novocaine I don't deal with things - I just kill the pain It remains the same - it's like every day 
Now the room starts spinnin and this place is gettin hot 
Tryna hold on to the night cause it’s all I’ve got 
They see my poker face on lookin hard as concrete
 Ground won’t stop moving under my feet Stumblin and mumblin through the night
 Play it cool man - I know I’ll be alright
 Slip into a state of mind that’s home for me
 As the world around me burns to the third degree

 Filled with rage and I just wanna rage Instead of slittin razor blades I'll be turnt for days
2.
I'm crashing - I crave it My body's screaming for it I'm cracking - I believe it My life controlled by it This cycle so toxic It's got a hold of me How do I break free From what defines me? There's always an excuse To sustain the abuse My head is throbbing The walls are caving in No fear of what comes next No thought of consequence I'm withering away I've reached my breaking point today I can taste it - can't replace it The feeling that I get permeates my bones I'm drawn to it - I can't escape it The rush that I get makes my blood flow I'm withering away It's taken so long for me to see It's taken so long for me to see myself For who I am And all the things that I god damn I'm beside myself again
3.
Ghosts 04:06
Silence - silence My friends are ghosts Everyone's gone Vanished without a trace But here I stand In this forsaken place Feed me sin Wrote in braille What sorcery is this? Some kind of nasty trick To leave me all alone With my own conscience? Breathe it in Hold Silence - exhale What did I do wrong To be abandoned? I've been a kind soul Where have I landed? I wanted to escape But now I'm caged within I am a prisoner Of this wretched disease Now it's so quiet here I hear regret scream in my head I am the avalanche Rolling down the mountain See me spin, fold & flail
4.
On My Own 03:40
Abused mind Tattered heart No sense of time I'm falling apart Lost all my pride Wish I could shake this Inside these eyes Lies and hatred I want to run away I want to dig my own grave Cause I'm on my own And I am so down I feel so alone When everyone's around You couldn't save me from myself or my problem Now I will spend another night alone I've redefined What it means to die Alive outside The inner fades My heart and soul In different places What they can't see Behind smiling faces
5.
Hell In Me 03:18
Here we go Won't let them in Won't let them win I'll use what I've learned to break free From the hell in me Everywhere I turn There are evil forces trying to bury me Every time I listen There are choirs of voices calling out to me Every time I see their grinning faces I'm drawn in like a magnet The past is dead Let it rest in peace - take the ash to sea Still in my head Shadows always cast - I just can't let it be The memory never truly erases what I used to be
6.
The Poison 04:32
I've been holding back tears hiding behind a fake smile I've been biding my time in chasing out my demons Been ignoring the fact that I'm right back Where I've always been Back to square one - ending my run Each day is the first Buy me another round and I'll tell you my life's story I bear the crown of a fallen king who's lost his glory I tried to cleanse the sickness Why do I think I need this? Since I'm already here I might as well just stay a while Since I've already broken my vow - there's no turning back now Let me drink the poison Let me become what I've always despised Look in these eyes See me turn to dust Live through reflections A truth and a lie Only one gets out alive
7.
End of Days 04:28
I wish I could fly away from here I just wanted to escape And if I see the Sun rise I'll change my ways Life never mattered to me Til the end of days This world of pain No hope Cry out in vain Still sorrow Deal with the devil find hope in the bottom of a bottle But it all was a lit and I'm dying inside My life is wasted I thought that I could break away from it I thought it would be easy But now I'm fighting and I am losing I am in chains I'm fighting - I'm losing I am in chains I will overcome I will break free from this
8.
I remember when addiction began And I buried it deep down, yeah There's a part of me fed by vanity In a self-destructive way, yeah I won't be ruled by it I'll stand and fight As I look back upon my life I find I've wasted all this time If I only knew There I was again slippin into sin Sick of feeling subhuman, yeah Have I always been such a heathen? Won't let the devil drag me down again, yeah I won't be fooled by him Cause this ends tonight Now's the time for change Time for me to rearrange my life Make things right As I look back upon my life I find I've wasted all this time And now I know There's a chance to do things right I'm just a child of the night And I found light
9.
Just when I thought my life couldn't be You came to stand beside me I heard your voice - your words so clear They washed away all my fear I've mastered the art of singularity There is a distance between you and me Stronger now and we won't break We built the foundation to withstand the blaze And with these wings we'll learn to fly We won't forget our sacrifice Our sacrifice At times we fought for normalcy At times embraced insanity But you were there to lend an ear When no one else would listen We're stronger now We won't back down We'll hold our ground We're stronger now
10.
Signal Fire 04:49
Rising from the ash Power surges in Ready for a war They never stood a chance Determination fortified You will hear our battle cry Smoke filled up the sky I saw the signal fire rise God - even the gods can't save them From what they have coming to them now Marching heads held high Exterminating them Looking to the sky Avenging the fallen I watched the city fall I knew I failed them all Their will to live fading But they still call my name Hoping that I have changed Fighting my way through hell I'm fighting through this hell Now they have become forsaken - forgotten They dug their own grave Time is running out
11.
I know that will and determination exist inside of me I know that I will rise above this - I will be set free I believe that time heals all our wounds We can regenerate our souls I'm resurrected (I won't look back) I was disconnected (I went cardiac) Lost my sight (I am blind) All my life (searching for the real) And I have weathered the sands of time I have gathered all my pride Now's my chance to remember how to feel I'll raise the banner and go to war Freedom is worth fighting for Into the black I sail The tide brings the war Into the night I sail And race towards the shore Let's start (this over again) We were heartless (now we love again) How long (we've walked so long) Together (we will cleanse the wicked world) Renewed (inner strength) We will (embrace the change) We are reborn this fateful night
12.
I know what's inside me I know what I'll become Just trust the truth in my heart And manifest it all To heal the ailing body To vindicate the soul To clear the cluttered mind To climb out of this hole Through the flames - the trials I face To make it to heaven I'll go through hell Ascending - strength beyond strength Defending what's left of me As I stared into the abyss I saw a faint glimmer - a light waiting to emerge As I walked the path laid before me It's growing ever closer Cobblestone streets - lit by braziers Blistering feet and nothing to fear You've been here before and you'll be here again Forever a struggle the pain never ends

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Reflections is a full-length concept album that dives into the world of battling addiction.

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released June 26, 2020

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Litost Manitowoc, Wisconsin

Litost is Joe Laramore, John Rackowski and Matt Smith. Our sound is a fusion of hard rock and metal, spanning several subgenres.

Since 2012, we have written, recorded, and engineered our music from our home studios in Wisconsin & Nevada.
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